for my mom............luv her a lot

If I could give my mom the world
Or anything she wanted,
I'd give her my own heart and soul
And leave my own heart haunted.


I'd take upon myself her life
With all its strife and pain,
And let her ease into some space
Where she could live again.


The pain for me would not be pain,
At least not for a while;
For I'd be doing it for her,
And I would see her smile.


I wish that I could take her heart
And cleanse it with my tears,
And make her sorrow go away,
And answer all her fears.


I wish, I wish, but then I can't,
As I watch helplessly,
And take her in my arms
and sayI wish that it were me.


But loving is a hard, hard way,
With all the pain it brings.
And yet there is no other way
To touch the heart of things.

up in the sky..........

When you are low
And you crave to get high,
Just seize a good look
Up in the sky.

What you will glimpse
Are the stars above,
And all you necessitate
Is to proclaim your love.

Who you will unearth
And spot so clear,
Are friends in mind
You want to clutch near.

Whenever you need them
Just look up high,
christen their name
And see them fly.

Every friend you meet
owns a star
And you can see them
No matter how far.

Whenever you are low
And crave to get high,
Just seize a good look
Up in the sky.

few lines.......dedicated to my friends

mounting pains

kaput chains

A gloomy melody

declining tears

Listening ears

A pal just for me

Reaching out

Sharing doubt

When life gets me down

Hands to clutch

tender touch

Can turn me around

Spoken words

Softly heard

Cognitivity

Holding tight

Loving light

tranquil serenity

jus a thot

Drifting thru the memoirs of the moments
Left unburnt in my life...
A saccharine surrender I can seize out
To embrace that I tranquil strive

pain........

Twinge is my ambiance day to day
zilch rally round make it go away
twinge in muscles twinge in joints
twinge so dire in trigger points.
Twinge draw closer and twinge that goes
twinge that keeps on the toes.
Twinge i sense is in my head
Not filling my body with twinge instead.
People look as if I m insane
Like no 1 is, wracked with pain
Like that spot up close is NOT for you
When it really is so what are you supposed to do.
alive with twinge that others don't understand
breathing with twinge you'd like banned
existing in a torment you'd like to leave
Living without a life you'd like to weave.
m not waiting for love or pain free days
not waiting to live in all kinds of ways
what there would b a life not filled with pain or stress
its so boring when life’s not a mess.